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Jan. 1st, 2012 12:35 am First and foremost, make it through the year without trying to kill myself again. And to stop blaming myself for Aaron's death.
Keep my intake under 1000 calories. The less I eat, the more tired I am, which slows my thoughts along with my Prozac. I like it. My family doesn't, but I do. I can't keep pretending to be all happy and shit anymore. I don't need to. They know about my dark secrets.
Make some new friends and be able to keep them. I have a habit of getting attached to people and then getting scared that they'll be terrified of how fucked up mentally I am. I'm trying to work on my own with that.
Keep my intake under 1000 calories. The less I eat, the more tired I am, which slows my thoughts along with my Prozac. I like it. My family doesn't, but I do. I can't keep pretending to be all happy and shit anymore. I don't need to. They know about my dark secrets.
Make some new friends and be able to keep them. I have a habit of getting attached to people and then getting scared that they'll be terrified of how fucked up mentally I am. I'm trying to work on my own with that.
